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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008
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1:23 pm - XMAS TIMES
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If you would like a fancy holiday card, reply here with yo' address.
Comments are screened and such.
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(wang?)
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| Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
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12:33 pm - *happy sigh*
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NERDFACE!
I heart you, old man.
Science!
current mood: smitten
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(3 can wangs | wang?)
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| Wednesday, September 17th, 2008
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12:20 pm - AWAs
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Who is going to this fancy anime thing I keep hearing about this weekend?
My head. It has a hurt.
My job. It has an irritant.
My dvd player. It has a hilarious anime in it.
(I think) I'm dating a boy that doesn't suck. Maybe.
I don't actually remember how this shit works.
MY ARM IS STILL CUTER THAN YOURS.
I am heavily medicated.
BUY ME BEER AT AWA PLZ.
current mood: absofuckinglutely insane
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| Monday, September 15th, 2008
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8:21 am - I HAVE THE CUTEST ARM EVER
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| Tuesday, February 26th, 2008
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8:33 pm - I gave in.
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| Tuesday, January 22nd, 2008
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8:57 pm - Perfect.
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I had tender feelings that you made hard
But it's your heart not mine that's scarred
So when I go home I'll be happy to go
You're just somebody that I used to know
You don't need my help anymore
It's all now you you, there ain't no before
Now that you're big enough to run your own show
You're just somebody that I used to know
I watched you deal in a dying day
And throw a living past away
So you can be sure that you're in control
You're just somebody that I used to know
I know you don't think you did me wrong
And I can't stay this mad for long
Keeping ahold of what you just let go
You're just somebody that I used to know
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(wang?)
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| Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
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6:06 pm - Moving on.
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If suffering originates from attachment, how could you have ever loved anything? Or anyone?
Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all her words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you
She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years
You want her, you need her
And yet you don't believe her when she says her love is dead
You think she needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years
You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now he's gone
She doesn't need him
Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be times when all the things she said will fill your head
You won't forget her
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years
The sadness comes in waves, sparked by memories, but I seem to be able to fight it.
current mood:  horny
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(wang?)
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| Sunday, September 16th, 2007
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1:12 pm - sure did
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| Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
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1:45 pm - ...it's deep how you can be so shallow...
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Idiot.
I am so pissed off right now.
Why is everyone so stupid?
current mood:  bitchy
current music: "...it takes two when it used to take one..."
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| Friday, July 13th, 2007
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8:08 pm - Vendredi le 13eme
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I can't sprint as well as I once could, which dissapoints me, but gives me some more motivation to work out.
But damn can I still hit the shit out of a softball.
Good bye, pent-up aggression! :D
Work is good. The benefits by far out weigh the momentary stressful times, so I will stick this out.
Ophthalmic Assistannt classes start next Sat.
Tattoos next Saturday, too!
And if I don't go tattoo crazy, some costume work will ensue.
KSU now has a community/alumni choir. Oh, man, I am SO in on that.
Holy crap, where will my free time go?
Keeping busy keeps me happy.
Now to drink or not to drink tonight.... oh, the delimma.
current mood:  silly
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(wang?)
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| Tuesday, July 10th, 2007
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8:51 pm - Music to my ears...
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"Emily, would you like to join the softball team?"
The crescendo at the end of the piece:
"Great, see you tomorrow. Triple header."
Freakin sweeeet.
Doing what makes me happy and climbing uphill,
~emu
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| Monday, July 9th, 2007
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9:25 pm - Dragon*Con
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Who's going?
I'm going through a sad-weird-jealous phase, so I've been throwing myself into working on a (*gasp*) costume and watching Star Wars.
NERDCORE FOR LIFE!
current mood:  weird
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6:54 am - Changes (copied from myspace)
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I feel like I'm drinking with a different group of friends every night and it's taking it's toll on me. I feel lethargic a lot lately, I haven't been running as much, I keep blowing people off because I make plans that I can't remember the next morning, etc.
That being said, I've decided to attempt to cut the drinking down to weekends and special occasions.
I've enrolled for school in the fall at my own expense. I plan on taking a full load of classes in the evenings, which means my free time will be limited to weekends. This worries me, because my social life is my favorite addiction. But it's time for me to make some sacrifices and get myself together.
I've been considering finding my own place... but hopefully once we all get back to school in the fall, the party house will calm down. I really would hate to give up this ridiculously cheap rent.
And finally (this is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done), I'm going to try not to distract myself with boys as much. The time I spend thinking about boys and sex should really be spent focusing on me.
Suppose that's it for now.
Screening comments for a few reasons.
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(wang?)
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| Sunday, July 8th, 2007
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12:18 pm - What weekends are made for.
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Oh, I have problems.
Thinking a lot of things through. Going to have to make some tough decisions. Blah.
I need to get laid.
current mood: horny
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(7 can wangs | wang?)
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| Saturday, July 7th, 2007
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3:07 pm - Universal Truth.
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Nothing cheers me up like buying new underwear.
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(wang?)
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| Friday, July 6th, 2007
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4:52 pm - Before I could run, I found you already settled down.. in the back of my mind.
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I decided against Vegas and Amsterdam. I'm sure I will kick myself for it, but I will get to both places eventually.
The gears are turning...
I'm contemplating doing something really crazy later on in the month.
I was technically planning on it anyway, just not so soon.
I'm going to have an good sized paycheck and I think I know exactly how I want to use it.
*evil smirk*
The Big Brain Am Winning Again!
I Am The Greetest!
Now I Am Leaving Earth For No Raison!
current mood: sneaky
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| Thursday, July 5th, 2007
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1:03 pm - "Screw you, 2007. I'm fixing you right now."
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Logic sets in and my heart starts to break.
Jas time last night was wonderful. As we drank vodka out of a measuring cup and mosquitos feasted on us, we let loose our feelings and fears about the past, present, and future. And we threw them into the lake and vowed to focus on ourselves until we become the people we want to be.
I feel a new sense of rejuvination and determination.
Nights like last night make me so happy Jas is such a big part of my life.
Me: "Look, they're goose stepping!"
Jas: "Emily, they're geese."
current mood:  determined
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| Sunday, July 1st, 2007
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12:33 pm - I thought I would be more dissapointed, but I'm ok, really.
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soyez immobile, mon coeur
pour le temps n'est pas correct.
je m'inquiète trop.
peut-être un jour.
*le sigh*
current mood: weird
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| Monday, June 25th, 2007
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3:07 am - It's right out of a song..
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She says she believes in reincarnation,
but he doesn't think the world's that mean.
She says she's a cutter and wishes her mother
had the resolve and strength to leave.
In midst of bad moods, because of his issues,
got kicked out of bars and churches and prep schools.
He stops to listen as she's singing
and he only hears it cause it's different.
Where have you been?
I love you more than anyone could.
Where will you go?
I need more than anyone would
Where are you now?
I want you more than anyone should
He says that his life could read like a cookbook
and that he's never seen a mirror.
She loves her rock stars, her chicken pox scars,
He shows her his tattoo of a tear.
She wasn't a fan though, she played the piano
a coupld of years and got quite good.
He bent to kiss her, instead to whisper
'I bet you smell just like an angel would'.
It was a pleasure to meet you.
Guess I'll be seeing you.
Don't forget your sweatshirt.
There.
On the chair.
Where have you been?
I love you more than anyone could.
Where will you go?
I need more than anyone would
Where are you now?
I want you more than anyone should
current mood:  giddy
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(wang?)
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| Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
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4:32 pm
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Good idea: Drinking and debauchery with good friends.
Bad idea: Taking the dog for a jog at one in the morning, in wedge sandals, completely plastered.
I just hope that one of the neighbors saw me eat the pavement and roll around on the ground going "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god".
I seriously thought I broke my ankle for a split second.
It still hurts like a bitch and is probably 3 times the size of the other one.
Oh, I have problems.
New job starts next Tuesday. I'm stoked!
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